Saturday, September 27, 2008
忘。。。我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长
想。。。我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片一起静止的模样
我学着坚强。。。
坚强到不会学会不想，学着遗忘
还是害怕夜深人静时总会想起你
还是害怕不轻易的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去，就勇敢的放弃
还是会害怕一个人时总很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这样相信，走下去。。。
BLINDED BY DEATH!
8:39 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
without u ,this world has no meaning without u ,this world has no colourwithout u ,this world has lost its hopewithout u ,all my LOVE is gone...i wan to use the most beautiful way to hael my painest wound if onli time can heal my heartthat was wounded when u leave mi..my BLACK gloomy emo angelhas brought mi to a hotel...i have checked in into the loneliness hotel,can u bring mi out?if its not lovetell me in the first placedun pretend im not there...
BLINDED BY DEATH!
11:41 PM
选择了放手，为什么要挽留
都已经分手，为什么要回头
讲好了不许哭，泪却往下流
既然不想走，却逞强要放手
为什么？难道你看不出，
我的心，正在为你哭
低下头，转身就真的无法挽留
我为什么，分了手，还要心痛。。。
谢谢你，给过我的回忆
没有发脾气，只是平平静静，安安静静的分离
谢谢你曾经也给过我回忆，我会疼惜
我会好好珍惜，这美丽的回忆。。。
天使的翅膀，带我飞翔，
带我到天堂，让我冷静下来，
可是我会加油的长大，
以后的你，一定要更幸福，
不要让风雨大败你的浪漫乐谱，
如果能够让我们在某年某月某日相遇，
一定要看到更幸福的你。。。
BLINDED BY DEATH!
11:15 PM
BLINDED BY DEATH!
7:51 AM
心碎离开，是否回到最初荒凉地等待。。。
为了寂寞，是否找个人填心口空白。。。
我们变成了世上最熟悉得陌生人。。。今后各自曲折。。。自悲哀。。。
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌，爱得那么深。。。于是梦醒了，看见了，承诺了，
挥手了，却回不了神，如果当初在家会是那忍着了激动的灵魂。。。
也许今夜我不会让思念在深夜里沉沦。。。
BLINDED BY DEATH!
7:42 AM
sigh...sianz...long time no post lerh!!!no tim elor...2day english exam ..damn difficult lor..wad the hell dun care about it ler la ...anyway is over ler!!!..
sianz ...need counscelign lor mayb e...i nw realy feel like crying ah.....sianz ...so long ler still the same between her n mi...wad i can d is only watch her by the side n wish her all the best ...she seems to nt noe any thing ...i tried to forget her ...bt it is diff...i try to use as many work to try nt 2 think bt when i m free...or even alone...images of her came into my mind...y smthin like that muz happen to mi ????? heaven once let mi hv her..maybe heaven think that i duno hw 2 treasure ...n take her away from mi...now i m all alone...i look normal everwherre ....i try veri hard..i can onli look at her from the side ...dun even dare to look into her eyes...fwanns cal mi 2 try to 4get her ...bt i dun tink is possible...i will wait ..i wil..
ppl may think tat i hv alr 4gten about her...as i look so normal...even somtimes i myself duno if i hv 4goten about her... bt i m able to confirm nw ...i still luv her...i always feel jealous when guyz get near her...i noe tat it is selfish...as both of us hv alr seprated ...bt i cant keep myself fro thinking...i hv beeen decievin myself for a long time ...thinkin tat i dun luv her ...4gtoen about her ler...bt no...i still luv her ...realy love her...i cannot 4get those memories she gave mi...nvr able 2 forgt...a broke heart ...even if it recovers there will stil be a SCAR...
BLINDED BY DEATH!
7:13 AM
