Friday, September 26, 2008
sigh...sianz...long time no post lerh!!!no tim elor...2day english exam ..damn difficult lor..wad the hell dun care about it ler la ...anyway is over ler!!!..
sianz ...need counscelign lor mayb e...i nw realy feel like crying ah.....sianz ...so long ler still the same between her n mi...wad i can d is only watch her by the side n wish her all the best ...she seems to nt noe any thing ...i tried to forget her ...bt it is diff...i try to use as many work to try nt 2 think bt when i m free...or even alone...images of her came into my mind...y smthin like that muz happen to mi ????? heaven once let mi hv her..maybe heaven think that i duno hw 2 treasure ...n take her away from mi...now i m all alone...i look normal everwherre ....i try veri hard..i can onli look at her from the side ...dun even dare to look into her eyes...fwanns cal mi 2 try to 4get her ...bt i dun tink is possible...i will wait ..i wil..
ppl may think tat i hv alr 4gten about her...as i look so normal...even somtimes i myself duno if i hv 4goten about her... bt i m able to confirm nw ...i still luv her...i always feel jealous when guyz get near her...i noe tat it is selfish...as both of us hv alr seprated ...bt i cant keep myself fro thinking...i hv beeen decievin myself for a long time ...thinkin tat i dun luv her ...4gtoen about her ler...bt no...i still luv her ...realy love her...i cannot 4get those memories she gave mi...nvr able 2 forgt...a broke heart ...even if it recovers there will stil be a SCAR...
BLINDED BY DEATH!
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