Tuesday, May 26, 2009

juju...haahz...y u dun wan mi to post chi...cn learn chi wan wad...anyway 2day eng camp is quite fun ...at the start it was veri boring ...everyone wanted to slleeep wheen doin the cheer...i also veri sianzzz...bt aft starting the game...we all gt so high...haahz....then when we go past station i saw a bird... adead bird lying on the floor ...wth...is so pathetic...thn i saw some studdents from other classes kick it...wth ...they r so eveil...i mean since the bird ids alr dead ten ju zleave it there la ...y go n killll it...so patheic ma...i pity the bird...anyway we stay tilll 4 tooday...started bitching about other class councillor...haahz.....we stay till 3 ...bt still gt the cheer ...so muz till 4 lor...the cheer there we shout dammn loud man...haahz...bt onl gt a few of us only lor ...wth....i 2day veri sianz...nth to do ....n josh quek...that time gt call u ...is u wan go mark hse thn nvr come wan der lor...is u dun wan go wih us nt we dun wanna go with u l[o r....josh quek..l.u undst ....!!!!

wadeve ...2moro still need to cheer 4 the soccer gurls in singapore polytechnic...juju tell mi thta she willl sleep there....bt it willl b so noisy ...u cn sleep meh...2moro muz b hyper high.(wth...they mean the same ting)...

kk gtg ...reminder:rmb to tagged

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BLINDED BY DEATH!
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我的只剩下自己了，没有别人。。。
但我始终还是不肯定，
不知是否只是真确的吗。。。
爱是世上唯一的一个力量，
能够化敌为友，
也是唯一一个能量
能够让人化干戈为玉帛。

人总是喜欢把所有的东西放在心里，
永远不肯把它解放出来，
就像我一样，将永远被捆在这个孤独与孤单的酒店里，
是否能够走出酒店？
我还不知道。

是否有信心，答案还是个未知数。。。

BLINDED BY DEATH!
2:45 AM

每晚回到家里带半残废身躯
入睡床没法睡杂念来又去
往往仍记起你过去共你一起
所经过多得可以编写几次传记
分享我的兴趣分担我各样顾虑
在绝处一刻拥抱等于给我圣水
你去后令我发现笑声有罪踏步也失据
剩下自己怎可走到尾
遇挫折孤身撑起好东西独自回味
最极刑是剩下自己彷佛单脚企
任我再努力逃避终须一跌没余地
假使我昨日单身走过去
没有经历和你一起的壮举
今天要我独居应不会难受到想死去

惯了共你一半吃喝共你一碗
是幕僚是友伴幸运和自满
这晚上再想你记挂共你一起
初经过的多么美多么回肠荡气
分享我的兴趣分担我各样顾虑
在绝处一刻拥抱等于给我圣水
你去后令我发现笑声有罪踏步也失据
剩下自己怎可走到尾
遇挫折孤身撑起好东西独自回味
最极刑是剩下自己彷佛单脚企
任我再努力逃避终须一跌没余地
假使我昨日单身走过去
没有经历和你一起的壮举
今天要我独居应不会难受到想死去

实在是世事难料剩下自己怎可走到尾
遇挫折孤身撑起好东西独自回味
最极刑是剩下自己彷佛单脚企
任我再努力逃避终须一跌没余地
最绝情是剩下自己怎可走到尾
遇挫折孤身撑起好东西独自回味
最极刑是剩下自己彷佛单脚企
任我再努力逃避终须一跌没余地
假使我昨日单身走过去
没有经历和你一起的壮举
今天要我独居应不会难受到想死去

我已经逐渐得爱上这首歌了

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

yeah!!! juz change a blogskin...wth...cant find tat cantonese song ... sianzz

that day ...diana ask mi if i hv any prob...i told her no...bt i reallly cant say that in my heart ...alll these things are kept in my heart veri lonh...n i nvr let them out b4 ...nt to anyone...best frens,parents ...nt to anyone

mrs wong told mi to ddraww a clown that day...n nshe said that tere is alot of internal thoughts within mi...n that true...alot of internal thoughts that i cant say .... i duno when can i get out of this ...maybe it will "accompany" mi the whole live ...maybe if i gt that thing done ...i said may be ...i will get out of this live...i duno wad to do ...from that day i gt my results ... i started to turn veri lost ...i reallly duno wad to do ...i would juz stare 4 the celling 4 hours bt i really duno hw 2 do...i feel so empty ...maybe is bcoz of the aft exam...nth to do ...that is y i feel so empty ...that is y i feel so lost...maybe i shld keep myself busy...packed with work...dun stop...so that i dun tink...

anyaway ...this few days feel so empty...thx to my kor ...erm the kor in bowen ...which is that act cute, retarted yi xiong la...thx...ya ...so u act cute bt u dun wan mi t=o say that u act cute which means that u r saying tat u r really cute la...hahaahzzzz

kk gtg
bbbbbb

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Wth...2day is juju bdae...happy bdae...hahaz...2day in sch alot of things happened le...at first gt the wad stupid councellor theing wan ....than smth happen between hazel n lesly...then made everybody sad...then i went to talk to mel...bt in the end mel scold mi the f word...duno if she men it or nt...bt i talk to her then she suddenly scold f then she walk away ... sad at that time....frens ....a best fren scolded mi smthing like this ....i almost wanted to cry....i dun understand y muz she say smthin like tat....bt i dun feel like saying too much about this ...cuz duuno if this is true....sianz..wanted to call her to resolve the prob...i hate it....there is alot of internal thoughts in my heart ...bt nvr dare to say in out ..i may look normal n okay ...bt dep inside my heart...i m undergoing lots of thooughts n internal arguement....i cant let alll this things out to anybody....i wish...this thing will go sooon...........

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Friday, May 15, 2009

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Yeah...exam is finally over....cool....wth....actually nt really over la...still gt art bt hu cares...anyway today aft sci paper went to juju hse...hahaz...went swimming ...yaeh...that stupid scurity guard..wth... i wear the clotes he dun alllow...muz force mi to wear swimming costume...so bo bian...hv to go up to juju hse to get a trunk....bt juju hse hv...still hv fun ...bt te stupid guard keep on loooking at us lor ...then like keep on picking on all of us...bt ..hu cares...aft swimming went up to bathe...yeah....bt that evon i bathing he keep on opening the door...wad wrong with her...anyway ...then went compass to buy takeaway 4 subway...hahaz...nice...roast beef +duno wad sauce lar....then came bjk eat alot ...hahaz...make untill veri messy ...i went vacuming n end up vacuming a plastic bag in .....hahahahah....anyway yixiong came ltr.....call him to play with us he dun wanna play ...call him go jump la...kk gtg bb

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Friday, May 8, 2009

wth...2day eng paper nt that easy...nt goin to flunk..bt dun tink can score veri well...wth...that paper one i dun even noe wad to write lor...vocab? gd phrases??...i write stupid tings inside....wth....could not even expain satisfactorily why i had decided to go against...every time i tried to reconstruct my internal arguments tat led mi to my decisions...they sounded feebler to me...this few weeks ..becoming more and more vulgar...to many ppl nt verivulgar b to mi ...yes...i started scolding BITCH...bt hu is this bitch ...is that women in 2e2...dun wish to say uch about that bitch...ruin my blog...anyway choinging 4 my sci ...trying to stuff ligh,energy ,respiration and d&t into my brain....sianz ...nw no mood to study...nvm ...decided to go out nw...juz wander off somwehre la....tomorrow then choing...anyway that day nite thx to mel calling mi to choing...n i did it ...Yeah!!! gtg BB!

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